Stories....

Hmm....how to start neh...First..there is a gal name Alison. She started to work same place with me 2 yrs ago. At first we become like normal friends and colleague. Then later on i kinda "unsatisfying" her working attitude. It seems that she abit lazy to me. But later on she changed and she put afford on her job. Then we become good friend. Time pass by, 1yr+ like that i starting to fall for her and start thinking for her and try to help her all i can at work and also have fun with her. But its seem like i started to like her more and more until i can't pull myself off. Then its like starting to affect my work also. i can't focus on my job anymore and i started to think alot and jealousy occur. So, i decided to try to forget the feeling and let it fade away. But its really quite a challenging task for me. And its driving me crazy ever since, So i kinda do and make and say something that make her think that im crazy and scary so she started to stay away from me after that. Now she kind of working as part time cause she got a study to continue, so i only seeing her once a week. But then she deleted me from her facebook, it seems like i really scared her alot... Then we were never spoken to each other again ever since that day. And we don't even look at each other anymore. Then this 2 week she having a holiday so she working everyday now. In this few day i saw her look at me with another kind of look, its not like a look that afraid of me or hate me and i don't know how to describe that look. And actually i just acting cool in front of her, but i really still like her but i don't have the courage to be her friend anymore. I just wish that i can tell her im sorry for being a jerk and do stuff that its crazy for her but i just like her til crazy... But it seems like the hole between us both has become a dark hole that let nothing pass by... regret but no courage to save the mess..thats me....


Ice..this story i only letting you know... i actually cut short the story and i skip some scary part... hehehe well i can let you know that she is the first girl that i give her flower face to face...I'm so weak right...